Back To The Memories

How should I open this? Umm... Hello? LOL I really had no idea what to say-_-

I just want to say this... Although it's kinda embarassing but.... I found myself crying in the car today because of..... Memories.

First

In 2009

I totally hate high school. All I wanted was weekend and visiting my old school. I really hate my school. I mean... New friends and building with 4 stairs? You must be kiddin me. Also... The teachers. They don't get me seriously. Feels like they don't need to know my name. The seniors are... KILLING ME. Can't they smile just once and not critic what veil I wore? The kids...... HELL MAN I NEED TO GET OUTTA HERE. I WANT TO SKIP JHS RIGHT AWAY. The Orientation are killing me enough. I only had one friend. And when she's absent I was like.....Damn. My classmates are all..... Strangers. Well yes, I knew a few of them. But I don't even know that they know i'm exist. And yes my days in end-half of 2010 just passed like that~

First-half of 2010

I made friends. Well, yeah not a lot and not from new-sensation-of-the-school persons. Just ordinary people that..... Knew that i'm -atleast- exist. And what surprise me is... My friend that I WAS really really closed with was just a...... Slut.  i mean I trusted her with all my whole heart and she's just threw all my trust away. And from that day, I don't wan't to believe something without any prove. If there's no prove I better not trust anyone.

Then, I started like my new life. I feel like being myself. In elementary school, I lived behind a line. But now, I live across the line. I BROKE RULES! ^^ /wellyesnotsomethingtobeproudof. Coming home late, hanging out with some friends after school, doing homework in the morning are part of my life now. And I learned that.... You can't always get what you want.

End-half of 2010

i'M AN 8TH GRADER MAN! Welcome juniors wkwkwkw^^ I think in this time... i really make a lot memories.